Hello journal.. Finally uttered a word to her on msn ever since last night and just read her email.. I started off by saying try beating my bejeweled score.. cos i dun wan her to feel awkward.. so i just take the first step to clear this mess that i have created... It does really takes courage to do so.. trying to treat things as normal.. when the incident just affected you just one night before.. But I am a guy.. How can I let things be burdened on her.. she deserve someone far better than me.. that I would have to strongly agree... and my friends around me.. I shouldn't let them get worried about me.. MS created such a huge event for me.. even go to the extent to prepare a board for me.. I must definitely go.. If I dun turn up.. I am realli a turtle.. No matter how hard it takes.. I still must put a smile.. Quickly resume back to my normal self.. for goodness sake..
Next work.. I wanna write something for CHOIR/SINGING and orchestra.. how cool can it gets.. SOMEONE PLS PRAISE ME LA..!
SYL JJANG!
