Hi journal...
It seems to me that I always approach you when I am down.. Just to update.. I am attached.. with my new found girlfriend.. Yeening..
I believed I am one failed person.. Imposing pressure on a girl that we barely got together for a month.. Did not even think about her feelings and asked to consider work towards the kind of ideal girl whom I wished to have. Have I even put myself into her shoes.. What if I were asked to work towards someone's ideal bf.. Would I also feel the same way.. Sometimes I wonder.. Was I really rash to get into one relationship..?? Did i regret.. I dun think so.. Because I really find her charming in her own way.. I know I have been doing things to upset her.. After all she is a girl.. I have to think of her interest first before mine.. I think I have to lessen my expectations.. Din expect that barely a month and our relationship are on the rocks.. PLS someone save me...!
