HMMM.. yesterday managed to spoke to her.. I am so happy that she ended her exams yesterday.. Send a "gong xi" message to her right after her exams @ 7:30pm.. She replied @ 8:19pm saying that the feeling is like CNY.. so joyous.. :D I gave a lame excuse saying that she mus give me hongbao cos it is CNY and told her to rest well since she is not going anywhere and that her friends are still having exams the next day..
Back at home, I wanted to send her the music but forturnately, I was stopped by MS and the fact that she said since it was specially for her, it is not appropriate for her to listen.. After which, it was decided that the music should be packaged in a CD.. which in a way is more presentable.. KY, Kels also got a chance to listen to the song. Kels even said she was on the verge of tearing when she was listening to the song and reading my blog posts at the same time.. (GOT SO KUA ZHANG MAH). KY was impressed with my creation.. Oh ya.. regarding my blog.. I only gave to a few people.. as my main intention was to make it private.. When she asked what I was doing, I mentioned blogging and listening to my composition.. She jokingly asked for my blog URL.. and wanted me to share with her.. As much as I wanted to.. I was stopped by Kels as it would be even more appropriate to give both the CD, the letter, the blog address to her when I am about to confess to her someday.. That would create a bigger impact.. I later agreed with that point too.. I gave the reason for the blog address to be known to her in a few days and that she would understand the reason behind it.. which was my intention.. She replied.. "Woah, so secretive.. lol" Little does she know what is being installed for her in a couple of days time.. I would like to say sorry to her but I think that is the only way out.. if not.. that there will be no element of surprise.. I hoped that she would at least read my blog.. even if it is not a pleasant outcome to understand how I feel for her.. through out this journey.. how important she meant to me.. Now I will have to get the music burned in a CD and fix a day when she is free to chat.. Prolly somewhere near her place.. But I just dunno how to open my mouth to ask her out.. (Not exactly ask her out, but just talk loh).. THINKING IN PROGRESS*
ANW.. i just ironed out the bridge to my transition part.. super happy.. now it is better sounding now.. :D like a masterpiece.. omg.. (Y) praise myself.. After 4 days of hard work, I can proudly say that the PIECE IS COMPLETED.. :D
CY mei mei invited me and my other daughters.. (adeline, elaine they all) to her house on Sunday for lunch/dinner.. I onli can make it after my marathon on Sunday.. Evening I am watching Philharmonic Winds Goes Pop with Joel.. Hope I still can walk from places to places.. The feeling after the run is like KENNA ZAM by lorry.. super shagged and painful as experienced last year.. :x Looks like CY mei mei has thought things thru.. I will be there no matter wad to show her my support..
Carol wants to me up on 17/18th Decemeber with Audrey they all.. I have to meet them.. long time nv meet time liaos.. Mus make it a good gathering..!
Back to my daily life.. Today must go running ah.. don't slack.. 42.195km coming.. Later going to see Aaden boy and Adriel Boy.. And buying an empty CD case.. Need to plan for the December babies' B DAE.. and LOLA outing.. X mas dinner prolly.. (Y)..
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